Posts tagged rant.
I FUCKING KNEW IT
I FUCKING KNEEEEWWWWW IT
THIS IS FUCKING BULLSHIT
This is the exact reason I unfriended your ass.
it’s been 4 years
FOUR
I’m guessing you’re single now? looking for an easy lay?
I dont even understand this shit, it was never like that. I dont know why people think I’m this accessible.
Like legit, it makes no sense it’s not even like i was super promiscuous (i could have been, and there is nothing wrong with that, sounds fun actually) but I wasnt. So i dont get where its coming from.
I’m bovvered as fuck, this is someone who i considered a good friends at one point
omfg and i say that this is kinda fucking up and he says “Understandable. I thought bout how sus i would be bring dat up. But when its dat valid. You gotta be like fuk it. The worse case scenario is a No.”
“Dat Valid”
LOL i cant. I can not.
And i tell him that this is fucked up, and he says ‘wat you think bout it tho’
Dead ass? For real tho? Is this what we do?
It irritates me when I’m looking for porn and I search through the Interracial category and all I see are black men and white women. Seriously? What about black women and white men? Fucking discrimination!
SAME HERE!
I FUCKING REFUSE
Okay my mom claimed she wanted to go on vacation this summer. At first she said that supposedly she wanted to go to Georgia to visit some family from her side that I never met and then go to florida to visit my godparents who I havent seen in like a decade. As much as detest the idea, I agreed to it only because I know my mom was really excited about me meeting her cousins and stuff and I do honeslty miss my godparents.
But me being the fucktard I am mentioned that my friends were going to Jamaica**So now she’s hell bent on going and dragging me along with them. And now she’s spouting all this bullshit “Oh, I’ll let you go see your friends!” and it’s pure shite. The last 3 times I went to Jamaica it was fucking terrible and I was miserable. The very last time [summer of 09’] was the worst. They werent going for vacay, it was just for 6 days so they could go handle some business with land/house w/e idc, but really there was no need for me to go. But still mother insisted that I go, my bro, my dad, an my sis in law all argued in my favor but she threw a fucking fit and forced me to go. I was soooooo fucking pissed. At the end of our stay she mentioned that the next time they would go I’d be 18+ and she asked if I would come back, and I pretty much said ‘fuck no!’ I really don’t understand why the fuck she thinks I’m gonna go now.
Now some of you may not understand what could be bad about going to beautiful Jamaica, but here’s the deal: My parents are FROM Jamaica. So we don’t go as tourists. I have never been to a resort/hotel their EVER. We usually stay with one of their friends or w/e. But that’s not bad, what’s bad is when we got to the fucking boondocks in fucking narnia to visit my cousins WITH NO INTERNET/CABLE/WARM WATER/AC <— MIND YOU HUNDRED DEGREE FUCKING WEATHER AND NIGGAS IS KILLING GOATS AND SHIT AND DAILY FUCKING BASIS AND YOU HEAR THOSE THINGS CRYING FOR HELP THEN THEY COOK THE FUCKER AND EXPECT YOU TO EAT THAT SHIT! ME HAVING TO DEAL WITH COUSINS WHO THINK WE’RE RICH SINCE “MI COME FROM FOREIGN” SO THEY STEAL MY SHIT OR EXPECT ME TO GIVE THEM SHIT AND MAKE FUN OF MY ACCENT AND IT’S FUCKING BORING AS SHIT AND I HATE THE FUCKING SUN AND WHEN I COME BACK I’M GONNA BE 15 MILLION SHADES DARKER, JUST LIKE ALL KINDS OF CRISPY! AND THEN ALL MY COUSINS ARE SUPER OLD [LIKE LITERALLY 40] BECAUSE MY PARENTS ARE THE YOUNGEST OR W/E AND I WAS A ‘LATE IN LIFE CHILD’ AND EVEN THEIR KIDS [MY SECOND COUSINS] ARE OLDER THEN ME SO ALL I’M LEFT FOR AS COMPANY ARE THEIR FUCKING KIDS [YES 3RD COUSINS NOW THEY EXIST MY FAMILY EVEN THOUGH THEYRE ALL FUCKING ILLEGITIMATE ANYWAYS BECAUSE JAMAICAN MEN CAN’T KEEP THEIR DICKS IN THEIR FUCKING PANTS] AND THEYRE ALL UNDER THE AGE OF 12! AND THEN I HAVE TO STAY THERE INSTEAD IN FUCKING CIVILIZATION
I FUCKING CAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNTTTT
I FUCKING REFUSE!!!!
RAGIIINNNGGG SOOOO FUCKING HARD BRUH!!!!! URRRRGGGGGG!!!!!!!!
**wow I kinda got of topic a little, but yeah, most of my friends are caribbean too two of ‘em are going to jamaica around the same time. But yeah my mother is bullshitting me, we don’t have family in montego bay so she has no reason to go. Plus seeing them once for a couple hours inst shit, I’d only go if we actually vacationing together which we arent so fuck that shit.
these are the comments for this vid set me off on a rant.
For one, Ash thought it was funny to send me the link an ask if I was a house nigga or a field nigga, which I really didnt appreciate, but w/e I have to overlook some things with him, like most people he doesnt really know whats racist and I’d prefer not to argue with him so I leave it be.
And then most of the other comments specifically the one I replied to are dumb. Shit like this gives me a fucking head ache. People are sending me messages now on YT so I just I figured I’d share this
my mother is flipping out
she’s feeling offended because I told her she’s boring. But it’s true, she leads a boring, sad, unfulfilled, and extremely depressing life. What’s worse is that she makes it that way. She doesnt want to go places or be with people or just step outside of the box. She just prefers to be sour, criticize and vilify the world. And it’s not even like she’s anti social or suffering from depression. She’s just had a stick up her ass for as long as I can remember, it’s fucking annoying and I’ll be damned if I ever turn out like her.
you know,
some times I get really annoyed with how hard-headed and oblivious people write Harry in fics. Like, yes it’s true he had mega tunnel vision in the books and never noticed much, but this is ridiculous. It’s like things will be blatant and out there, and he either doesnt notice, or is in denial. Then he pretty much gets it served up on a fucking platter and still does not see what’s directly in front of him. Then the author pretty much beats him over the head with it and he’s still not fucking getting it. And then he doesnt see it coming until the end when it’s been shoved down his throat and jammed into his eyes.
I think this is hilarious
Look at that, you ask what’s going on, and I tell you … .and you do the same thing theyre doing? Except it’s even worse because you actually have a fucking girlfriend! Well I don’t really care, but it’s the fact that I’m talking about wanting more and you’re offering even less. Jesus christ what is this? Dammit does anyone think I’m worth anything? I don’t understand how anyone can think this is okay! Did everyone somehow forget that I’m a fucking PERSON? That I have fucking FEELINGS
FUCK ALL OF YOU. YOU ARE ALL ASSHOLES.
So what if I have a tongue ring?
Like is being open sexually really such a bad thing? Like I’m not talking about fucking a million dudes a month, but being honest and unashamed of what you do? Is it really a problem to have had multiple partners. Or to give head, to swallow, rim jobs etc. Why do those things make you a “freak” or some sort of nympho?
Like yes, I have a tongue ring, but it was because I like the way it looks, it’s for me. Yes I do give head, but that has nothing to do with it. That has nothing to do with you. If it’s not your cock/clit being put to my mouth why are you even fucking asking. I don’t fucking know you. We’ve talked for all of 45 minutes don’t come at me with this fake brotherly protectiveness bullshit. You werent in my life you know nothing of me, all this is, is you being small minded and hypocritical. Because I’m not stupid, you expect your girl(s) to give you mind blowing head and god knows what else, and you dont think I’d do the same for someone else? And then you think it’s funny to turn to my actual brother who I love and have all the respect in the world for and say “if I was there you think I woulda let her do that?” excuse me? I have a father already.I know he wasnt there for you maybe you had to raise you other siblings? Idk and idrc,but idk why the fuck you think you would do anything to stop me.
I was extremely offended when you questioned me about it. Like who the fuck are you? What gives you the right to ask me that and talk to me like that?
well
I was upset. Not entirely angry but annoyed. I almost felt completely defeated for a couple of minutes. This is why I don’t usually try. I never bother with things unless I know for sure it will work out. I hate wasting my time and efforts, and I dont want to experience the let down. I hate it. Which is why most of the time I just coast through things and take it easy. But I want to get somewhere in life. I have dreams and goals for the future. And I saw this as my leg up, you know, the first step, the beginning, And I was fucking happy. And I tried so fucking hard, I was determined, dropped the ball a few times but got right back in it. I did everything I needed to do, and to the best of my abilities, and she has been giving me such a shit time. She doesnt do anything for herself, I do it all. Annoyed yes, perfect no, but I fucking did it. I accomplished shit every fucking day, without her help. And after all that this is what happens. I put myself out there and I tried, and I did a damned good job and I know I did, and that’s how I’m fucking treated? And she lies about it in order to manipulate me further! Disrespect in the highest! And then to turn around and slap down even more work for me and pretend nothing is wrong, that this isnt completely messed up and you arent fucking me over. Having me file away like hundreds of things while you sit there on facebook, gushing over your baby and cakes and decorations for her party, because you know, that’s totally appropriate during work hours when there is so much shit that needs to be done -______-
But it’s okay. I spoke to my mother and I told her everything. And surprisingly we had a good discussion about this. She told me there was no use in me being upset over this, which is true, but def doesnt stop me from feeling frustrated. She also said that it seems that it’s not the place for me, and that it was god’s way of getting me out of a bad situation, and it isnt the end of the world. And she’s right. For once I completely agree with her. That place is terrible, and that girl is a nightmare, and I do deserve better, and I guess in the end I’d be better of somewhere else. I’m gonna try my best to be optimistic about this. It’ll be hard though, I’m going to have to put up with her bullshit (and my replacement GUH) for any btw 2 weeks to a month. Well that’s if I’m right about all of this, and I know I am. And if the Doc says no [which I doubt] to the switch, then I prob won’t stay very long anyway, I really don’t feel like graying so soon
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it annoys me when people have stupid pictures in their background that make it practically impossible to read any of the text. I know not everyone is properly acquainted with html, and I don’t expect all of you to be, but jeez if you can’t change the color and size of your text why even bother putting a picture that you don’t know how to resize or stop from repeating?
this is it
I don’t remember the last time I was this upset. I don’t get it. You ask why I don’t respect you, and this is why. You don’t care. At all. Yes, you care about and love me, but you don’t care about the things that are important to me or about the things that make me . .well me. And you have no respect for my personal space, privacy, or belongings, and anything I believe in, and refuse to acknowledge the fact that I am a thinking person capable of [or at least trying to] make her own decisions and it pisses me off. But tonight was over the top. You crossed the line, you are wrong and refuse to believe it, and as upset as you made me you refuse to apologize. And what makes me more upset is that I can’t even fucking leave. As much as I want to I am stuck. Simply because I barely have two pennies to rub together. Otherwise I would have walked right out the door, because I honestly felt like it, and I wouldn’t have regretted either.
This never fails to piss me the fuck off
So now my parents are saying I’m ‘turning into some kind of asshole’ because I want more tats and piercings. Because some how if I ever decided to get a unicorn on my ass it’s directly related to all the problems of the world -____-
My mother’s logic is ridiculously stupid. And of course they brought up the whole ‘unprofessional’ thing and I’m like wtf, if I had a leprechaun on my hip why would my prospective employer be seeing that? How does that make sense? I honestly don’t understand how my physical appearance has anything to do with anyone else. How I want to look is how I want to look. What I do to my body is for myself and no one else. I get it, some people may not want to hire me [supposedly] if I look like a “freak” [as my parents put it], but if I dont have anything in any visible areas how is it any of your business??? Really it’s just fucking hurtful that they keep speaking to me this way, and it’s fucking annoying. I swear, only my mother flys of the handle for things I plan to do after I fucking move out >.>
I am absolutely positive that mothers are put on earth for the sole purpose of annoying the ever loving shit out of you -___-
that moment when you follow people who are friends with each other and your dash is filled with their convos
at first it’s like
cus it’s kind of funny but then after a while it’s just like
umm are you done yet?
